I use to be in love, It seems like I seen things more clearly then. Or more like I did not see things, I felt them. As if i was blind but knew everything that surrounded me. Confidence was outstanding, Libido was devastating. It's been a long time, lots of crazy nights and days. The first year or so I would wake up almost every morning thinking about her, wishing she was laying down next to me so i could crack a joke an hear her laugh again. When i woke up next to someone else, it'd make me remember how much better it was..
My graffiti prospered from my heartache. Thats when i decided to run away from everyday life. To go out alone & walk the streets taking out my grief in the middle of no where.. I never use to do drugs, I became an addict ready to give up everything i built because it wasn't enough. One day I will make it back to where i was, only to drench it in gasoline & stand back watching it burn to the ground.
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